oviously as you read the title there is always something awkward going on. Well, something is. -_- This Monday, my mom is going to let me stay home. But it is only because that my little brother doesn't have any school and she has to avoid spending cash because we are poor and we have to save some of the money on food. So then I won't be at school Monday. I wouldn't mind going to school then but if I stay home on a school day, it would be very boring because then I have to stay home. And I hate staying home alone all day especially my little brother. Since for his disablity, I have to deal with a lot of arguing, screaming, hitting, yelling, and so on. Its not that I don't love him, its just that I can't deal with all that stuff all the time. And sometimes it really gets to the point in where he is very difficult to cooparate, and then he will keep doing stuff including screaming, and then he won't stop. And plus he gets hungry all the time, and he won't stop eating either. I just don't know how to work this all out...-_-